ATTENTION ALL!
THE JOURNAL HAS NOW BEEN MOVED TO HEREHERE!
THANK YOU, AND SORRY FOR ANY INCONVIENIANCE I MAY HAVE CAUSED!
posted by michael
at 2:58 PM EDT
well, i'll be.
i plan to attend a bonfire every night for the rest of summer (save for nights i am working or out of town).
that is my goal.
im 3/3 so far, which i think is a pretty good statistic.
i cant explain in words how bored i get during the day.
i really need to take up some sort of hobby of sorts.
perhaps filladilling.
yes filladilling.
thats stamp collecting, but there is no way ill be doing that.
another goal for the summer is to wake up at the latest 10:30am which is a struggle when i dont go to sleep until 3am.
i close my eyes, i am tired i just cant fall asleep.
i wish i knew why this was.
i imagine it has something to do with my father never sleeping either.
we were just kids when i first kissed you in the attic of my parents house, and i wish that we were there now.
i have been feeling out of place lately.
you said go explore those other women, the geographies of their bodies, but there is just one map you'll need.
i cant type with this song playing.
oh well.
feeling: tired.
thinking: its going to be a long summer.
talking to: -
listening to: bright eyes - you will. you? will. you? will. you? will.
tomorrow: yeah, its still summer.
i wanted to write but i just couldnt, this seems to be a current trend.
today so very much went on. qutie busy, i was.
quite tired, i am.
there are hurdles i still have to jump, however.
the new coldplay cd is still running my life.
coldplay
what if
x&y
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what if there was no light? nothing wrong, nothing right.
what if there was no time? and no reason? or rhyme?
what if you should decide that you don't want me there by your side? that you don't want me there in your life?
what if i got it wrong? and no poem or song
could put right what i got wrong? or make you feel i belong?
what if you should decide that you don't want me there by your side? that you don't want me there in your life?
that's right let's take a breath, jump over the side.
that's right, how can you know it if you don't even try? that's right.
every step that you take could be your biggest mistake.
it could bend or it could break but that's the risk that you take.
what if you should decide that you don't want me there by your side? that you don't want me there in your life?
that's right let's take a breath, jump over the side.
that's right, how can you know it if you don't even try? that's right.
every step that you take could be your biggest mistake.
it could bend or it could break but that's the risk that you take.
what if you should decide that you don't want me there by your side? that you don't want me there in your life?
that's right let's take a breath, jump over the side.
that's right, how can you know it if you don't even try? that's right.
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i love that song, hell, i love the whole album.
there are many things i would like to say right now [but i dont know how] but i know it is for the better to keep them in.
and kelsey, wintston and otto are my future dogs.
so, there you go.
thinking: sleeeeeeeeep.
feeling: sore.
talking to: travis- who walked home from chagrin highlands to the solon apartments, sir i applaud you.
listening to: coldplay - shiver (live).
tomorrow: the official first day of summer holiday.
i suggest to everybody reading this to go out and buy the new coldplay cd.
it is quite good.
proper good, actually.
anyway, go buy it.
thinking: bonfire tonight, babies.
feeling: restless.
talking to: -
listening to: coldplay - x&y
tomorrow: summer begins, shit will happen.
i nearly cried of laughter after seeing that.
but on a much greater note:
"Happiness makes up in height for what it lacks in length."
-robert frost
a large amount of propers to aleksey for finding that magnificent quote.
feeling: my eyes are itchy.
thinking: these times they are a changing.
talking to: aleksey
listening to: coldplay - trouble
tomorrow: film joes thing.
im not sure why i opened up this program.
i really have no intention of writing anything worth while.
sorry for wasting your time.
happy memorial day, thank any veterans you know.
feeling: tired.
thinking: sleeep.
talking to: michael
listening to: ben folds - bastard
tomorrow: some sort of bbq and such.
all this time lingers undefined.
someone choose who's left and who's leaving.
i love the weakerthans.
more so, i love the fact that i now have TWO kemps partners who can actually compete.
my squad of either team kennedy (me and kravitz)or the fever dogs (me and sarah) will beat yours.
i will guarentee you that.
thinking- i fucking hate skunks.
feeling- progressive.
talking to- alex, sarah
listening to- the weakerthans- left and leaving
tomorrow- wark.
hmm.... decisions, decisions.
sorry for never updating.
i have literally been writing for everything except for this.
[my actual written journal, script, poems, songs etc.]
sorry.
i may put this on leave for a little while, but who knows.
cheerio!
thinking:
feeling:
talking to: sarah
listening to: wilco
tomorrow:
amazing night last night.
further details along with a nice post coming.
thinking: about so very much...
feeling: :)
talking to: brad, joe, jer, rud, joe m, mike
listening to: the shins - new slang
tomorrow: sunday matinee returns, biahatches.
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